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| Subject: | movin out |
| Time: | 11:30 pm. |
| Mood: |  pleased. | | Music: | rage against the machine - war within a breath. |
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so i think that im moving out on the first of june (nine days)
im pretty psyched about it, being back at home has really sucked, and i need to get back out
so my buddy justin and i are getting a place on 16th street in between bethany home and glendale
good times
hope that the cat likes it
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Thursday, April 22nd, 2004
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so, i had my appendix removed tuesday night... what a shitty 4-20
apparently i should have had it removed years ago, as it had been toxic for 3 years
it should have been as thick as a pencil, it was as thick as a c cell battery
i dont know when i get to go back to work, i hope my wounds heal soon, i really need money right now
oh...demoral fucking sucks, but morphine definately gets the job done.
i hate hospitals
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Wednesday, April 14th, 2004
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i really need to get to work so that i can start serving. when i start serving i can get my mini. cooper s. dark silver. black top and mirrors.
admit it
you want one too
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my cat was chasing hummingbirds in the back yard today
it was funny
because my cat has downs syndrome
no, really
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Wednesday, March 31st, 2004
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today marks the official end of the most recent chapter of my life. We'll call this cahpter "The Initial Post-High School Years." Sure, its been a long chapter in my life but not much has changed these past four years. sure people have come, and gone, but I, as a person, have apparently not made the necessary growth to make these people want to stay in my life. being told to have a nice life is a very humbling experience...knowing that you very well may never see someone again, especially after all that we've been through. But what is done is done, all I can do is learn from my mistakes, and attempt to become a better person through the process. So now, I start from scratch, no ghosts in my closet, nothing to run from, nothing to keep me from running, the path i choose now is mine and mine alone. All that i can do now is live my life for me....but unfortunatley, i'll have to do it alone...
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Tuesday, January 6th, 2004
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so i finally got the really good job that i've been waiting for. now i'll finally be able to get out of debt and start saving some money. the only problem is, i really don't like my job. i know that its only been a couple of weeks, but i think im going to start looking for another one. this place is just really weird, strange people, strange service, just not too sure im sold on the whole thing. i need to start writing more or playing more music or something, i need a hobby.
i cant wait to go to florida again in march. key west is gonna be so much fun. ive got a birthday coming up pretty soon, but im not expecting anything, my family doesn't believe in gifts.
and life goes on.
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Saturday, July 12th, 2003
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so, im moving to phoenix in a couple of weeks. gonna stay rent free with dad and get out of debt, hopefully not for more than a semester or two. now i have to find a new job......yay
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things are really weird so far this summer. i owe so much money its not even funny....man to be a kid again.
i really want to go see eddie izzard in la in in september, but i probably wont.
i never do anything anymore, my life is based on routine. i feel like that guy in memento, only i dont have any problem with my memory, other than smoking too much pot.
blah
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so yeah, i saw matrix reloaded last night... and while all the special effects were pretty cool and all, the movie just didn't blow me away as i thought it ws going to. well i guess thats what i get for having such high expectations
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so mom's wedding reception was on sunday. i made her do tequila shots with me and all of her friends laughed at her, it was a good time.
other than that i didnt do shit this weekend, just sat around the house. it was great
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Tuesday, March 25th, 2003
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so yeah, im back home now. florida was great but im definately ready to be back. i have to go back to work tonight for the first time since 2 wednesdays ago, i'm going to do such a shitty job, im sure, because my timing will be all off and what not, oh well, at least im not getting thrown back into the mix on a friday or saturday night, that would suck.
i miss the humidity in florida. now that im back, and my skin is used to the humidity, its kind of gone into shock and its all dry, which is really starting to piss me off.
now i have to save up money for my california trip in 3 weeks, i need to stop taking vacations, i can't afford them.
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phew....
man, key west is definately the coolest place that i have ever been. here's a rundown of what we did.
first night, went bar hopping...
a) went to a gay bar named aqua and watched some drag queens, was really fun untill the 6'5" fat guy performed, we left promptly after that
b) went and sang kareokee,while drinking heavily, surprisingly more fun than i thought it would be
c) walked around the wharf while drinking, really cool place
d) went to some other bar and had a few drinks (theme of the evening)
e) and just when the night was poised to start getting really wild, it was only like 10:00 the damned war had to break out, and duval street became remarkebly deserted, so we went back to the campsite, drank some more beer, and went to bed.
the next day we got up really early after some goddamned rooster was crowing from 4-7 am ( see second night as well)
went fishing for a little bit and drank some beer, keep in mind this was at like 8 in the morning.
then me and carl decided to go back down to key west to rent some mopeds.
okay, so first of all, mopeds are WAY more fun to ride than you'd think they would be, especially considering that ours went 45 mph.
try to imagine riding a little scooter in a t-shirt and shorts at 45 mph around pretty sever curves with about a 30 mph crosswind coming off the beach. i thought i was going to die. but these things were badass, weaving through cars in traffic was lots of fun. then i thought that i'd try to be cool and see if i could swing my back end around in the sand by holding the brake and gunning the gas, instead of swinging around i just kind of fell over, and the moped just fell on top of me, not as fun as sounds.
after a whole day of doing that, we proceeded to, whadda ya know, get drunk again, I, without a doubt, spent more time drinking than sleeping on this trip. unfortunately, because of this fact, that is pretty much all i can remember about our trip down south (oh yeah, the southernmost point of the continental u.s. was cool too).
and now we're back at carl's, extremely sun-burnt, and about $200 dollars poorer than we were 48 hours ago....i can't wait to go back next year.
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Tuesday, March 18th, 2003
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So, yeah...
Right now I'm in Florida. You know, the sunshine state. Well, even though there hasn't been too much sun the first couple days, i'm still having fun.
The real fun, however, starts tomorrow when Carl and I drive down to Key West for a couple of days. I hear that they have clothing optional bars down there....interesting. I'm sure that I'll write more about the trip, if I remember it that is.
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Thursday, July 18th, 2002
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so, i had to go into work today and clean....on my day off.
talk about a bad start to your day.
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Wednesday, July 17th, 2002
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so, i havnt slept for two straight nights. but then again, sleep is for the week.
i've come to the conclusion that "fear and loathing in las vegas" only makes sense when you are fucked up. i still don't know how johnny depp and benicio del toro could act like that, theyre fucking tough.
well, i cant decide if i am going to make it three staight sleepless nights or not.
i can barely even see straight
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so, today is the day that i was supposed to return to work after my 6 day exodus. but alas, the word on the street is that i am not scheduled to work today....which is great and all cause, i'm pretty tired, but i need the fucking money. oh well
past couple days have been pretty interesting to say the least. i've spent most of the time unpacking boxes and boxes of shit that my mom won't let me keep in my old room anymore, like i have any room for it. the rest of the time ive just been sitting around, sure there have been visitors (some welcome, some more than welcome) but weird things have happened the past week or so. i think i need to be alone for a few days...i'm getting really sick of people
ugh
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right now i am watching dashboard confessional on MTV unplugged...
i am absolutely disgusted with MTV....
a lot of respect has been lost tonight
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well, even though i have been in a depressed funk for the past few months, i think that things are finally starting to get a bit better. when i wake up in the morning (or early afternoon) i no longer want to just lie in my room all day. i actually llok forward to getting up and doing things.
my ex-girlfriend is being a bit strange lately. she is starting to act around me like she did when we were together, we're having a lot of fun together again...just like we used to. i really miss the good times.
brian
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wow...i think that i just experienced the worst friday night that has ever taken place. i worked, didn't make any money, and hung out at my house with people that i dont like at all.
i finally cut all of my hair off, its short as fuck now. i think that i am going to grow it out this winter.
we shall see.
now im going to sit in my room and do nothing....
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